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&M 4eva`M

2005-04-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

tis will b the last time i blog.. there is no more m&m.. no more.. haiz..well, it started at 27 may 2004.. n ends at 16 april 2005.. i dunno wat happen.. i am still blur.. but i know her hearts is no longer v me.. n conclusion.. she decided to leave me.. well.. if i say i am not hurt, n happy.. i am abnormal.. i am not a human.. i really love her.. the feeling tat i toward her nvr decrease.. nvm.. cus i suck.. my heart hurts.. tis time.. it really hurts.. deeply hurt.. i dunno how to cure it.. haiz.. when she said she wanna break up with me tat time.. i actuali cried.. but i kept on tinking.. no poiny being couple if she doesnt have feeling for me anymore.. well.. i understand.. distance n age is the barrier of our relationship.. i dun mind.. but it hurts.. i dun blame her for dumping me.. i dun blame her for din retrieve wat she promise.. i dun n i really meant it.. dun tink tat way.. i am jus finding a way.. to cure the wound of my heart.. i cant.. i deleted my frenster acc, yafro, n my hi5's.. cuz i wanna forget everything tat i done with her b4.. but do u tink i can by just doing tat??.. i cant.. i really cant.. it is all in da past now..... *sobz* no one understands my feeling.. *sigh* i cried for 1 day 2 hrs ady.. jus tinking back bout wat i done for her, i ady crying non-stop.. haiz.. anyway.. if she is reading tis.. dun feel sorry.. no point feeling sorry for a guy tat u dun love anymore.. no more value in yr heart.. forget me.. bye bye n c ya if there is a chance...(T.T)

`M&M 4eva

2005-03-09T03:45:00.000-08:00

i love mag!! hehe.. mag lover.. erm.. i got nothing to say ler.. my comp got virus..
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tis is for mag!! hehe !!

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if i get to c mag in real life.. everything in my life in beautiful now.. even keshin, nazeera, esther(klba), n PUAN ROKIAH!! haha!!

va`M&M 4e

2005-03-05T21:23:00.000-08:00

i won the msskl pudu zone single title.. n tis is the 8th time i beat jo yew.. he sucks!! he sucks!! he trained so hard but still kenot beat me.. u know y..? cus mag is supporting me.. mag.. i love you.. muacks!! hehe..

single under-15---> axel babi ho khek mong beat asshole badminton freak lee jo yew.. 15-13 0-15 15-6

double under15--->
axel leng lui daisy han bao bao babie honey darlz magmong mong mong ho khek mong(my real name) & shubben wong keng yew lost to soon keon n lau wee kiat.. 10-15 13-15

hehe.. tat's all i tink.. hehe.. i love mag.. miss her so muchie now.. wondering wat is she doing now leh..? is she tinking of me now?? aiks.. i perasaan only ler.. she got so manyt hings to do.. ok.. byez..!

&M 4eva`M

2005-03-02T05:46:00.000-08:00

heloo.. i am back i guess.. hehe.. erm... anyway.. many much things happen in tis few weeks.. n i din bother to blog.. cus i am lazy to move my fingers.. hehe.. erm..
first of all... i wanna beg mag to go n c doctor.. consult wat is wrong.. i relaly mind.. pls.. i love you... it will b alrite.. if u cant go on9 n chat with me.. but health is more important.. seriously.. it iis really bad.. if u wanna chat with me n u lose yr health.. damn.. i will b damn guilt.. pls ler.. i beg u...!
second: i won da pudu zone first round.. n i am really pissed woith some of my sucky frenz.. hu treat me as best fren in front of me n trying to hurt me at the abck of me.. babi cicak.. u know hu i meant.. ok ler.. i dun mind.. but wat for u all try to hurt a innocent leng luiz like me?? lolz..
third.. i miss mag like babi cicak.. really miss her..
forth: wat hapent o da jay chou cd tat i gave her.. where did it went.. into the laut china selatan arh??? y? i jus wanna give her as valentine present.. but y it cant b delivered..? shit.. babi ccak betul.. ngong ngong chi chi da DHL..
fifth: i love mag..!
sixth:i realise guang liang songs oso not really tat bad.. during 27 tat time.. i went out to pudu plaza n bought a cd.. cus i wanna download da mtv into my comp n send to mag.. oh gosh.. i spent bout 3 hrs on tat.. but da file is too big n when it is going to finish tat time my comp suddenly disconnected.. wat da hell..? y da god dun wanna let me do sumthign well..
i really got nthg to say ler.. but i really love you mag.. all da thing tat i wanna mention is.. i will love you 4ever..!
i wanan dedicate tis song for mag..---->

i forgot how long it is.. never herd of u again.. u r telling me yr favourite story again.. i kept on tinking.. i am worried.. issit because i did sumthing wrong again..? u cried n tell me all the things inside da fairy tale r lies.. it is impossible for me to become yr prince.. mayb u will dunno.. but since da day u said 'i love you' to me.. the star at my sky are lighten up.......

i WISH i can b da angel tat u love in the fairy tale story.. open wide my hands.. turn it into wings n protect u.. u must belif tat we will b like da couple inside da fairy tale.. happiness will b the end of the story..

i WANT to b the angel tat u love in the fairy tale.. open my hands wide n protect u..belif tat we will b like wat happen in the fairy tale.. happiness will b the end of da story..

i WILL be the angel tat u love in the fairy tale.. open wide both of my hands, turn into wings.. n protect u.. u must belif.. we will b like fairy tale. happiness n happy will b the end of the story.. le's write da story together mag!! muacks..

it is very nice.. i really hope tat i can sing tis song to mag.. although i know my voice sucks like wat she mention in her blog.. if i sing then it will rain.. haha..i love her... n i meant it!!!!!!!!lastly.. i wanna say.. everybody got their own love story.. n i wanan create a nice.. lovely love story will my darlihng..donald lu lu maggie mag leng chai babie magdelene chin tze lu!!
bye!! i love you darlz..! dun ever doubt my love to you muacks!!

2005-02-17T03:05:00.000-08:00

so so so long time nvr blog.. dunno wat to say oso.. em.. nothing much happen lor.. my retarded sister had gone.. that's the only thing i am happy aboout.. erm.. then.. i sent a jay vcd to mag.. dunno whether she can receive onot.. i pray hard.. tat vcd is actually.. hehe.. not cetak rompak.. but real!! dun b jealous jay chow fan.. all jay's album.. r for mag only.. muacks!! i love her so much.. heh.. bye.. nthg to say..
i love mag
i love mag
i love mag
i love mag
i love mag
that is the only thing i wnna say lor.. i love her.. mag arh!! i love u!!! listen up!! i llove u 4ever!! n ever!! n ever!! n ever!!! n ever!!!! n ever!!!!! n ever!!!!!! n ever!!!!!!! n ever!!!!!!!! n ever!!!!!!!!! n ever!!!!!!!!!! n ever!!!!!!!!!! muacks!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-02-09T21:08:00.000-08:00

life sucks.. nobody care bout me......... sad chinese new year... haiz...

2005-02-01T03:04:00.000-08:00

today arh... nthg happen la.. yesterday was foo keng suin birthday party.. so happy.. i went to his birthday party.. we ate damn lotz of food.. hehehe.. ahha.. oh yea.. foo dare me to eat seafood.. n both of us ate.. erm.. i tink two big plate.. suprisingly.. my face din go red.. pimples din pop out.. omg omg.. tats supre weird.. hehe.. erm.. wel.. i wanna blog bout one guy.. name koh kah chung.. dun really know how to spell his name.. his nickname are mr.semangat, gozilla or lan c zai.. he arh.. very the lan c.. today. i played one match with him.. while playing with him.. he kept on shouting once he get one point from me.. but then.. he so lousy.. haiz..he arh.. so lan c.. n said.. gif me one year ime i beat u.. shit shit shit.. i am so pissed.. aiyoh.. nthg to blog about.. bye..

JAY!! JAY!! wow!!

2005-01-29T17:59:00.000-08:00

wah.. i cant belif it.. i saw jay.. omng omg omg.. tats so cool.. although the ticlets fee is damn expensive but it worth!! omg.. so nice..!! haha!!
erm.. at first.. we waited so long for him to come out.. those stupiid fans kept on shouting when they saw his advertisement(jay is promoting the hp.. X700 & X400) then.. i cant shout cus i dun haf anymore voice.. my voice suddenly dissapear.. i cant shout.. cant even tok properly now.. haiz.. haha.. nvm ler.. erm.. the concert started with the song... yi fu zhi ming.. wah lau.. so damn yau yeng.. the music.. the fireworks.. so damn nice.. then jay came out with the letter J.. haha.. i tink so.. so so so nice.. n cool.. iw anan sing. but my stupid troat stop me from singging.. haha.. then.. we kept on shouting lor.. we even stand up.. n cheer for him.. wah.. he sang ge qian, jian dan ai, zhi zan zhi sang, jie kou, ren zhe, ba wo hui lai le.. then zui hou de zhan yi, yuan you hui.. forgot liaoz.. haha.. but i know he ended the concert with qi li xiang.. haha.. erm.. the jay arh.. like to act cool douz.. haha.. we shouted ancor.. (dunno how to spell) ancor ancor.. for him to come out n sing again.. haha.. but then.. we tried the same tactic again.. but yet he din show up.. haha.. aiyoh.. duno wat am i toking.. ok la.. ttats all from me.. bye byez.. jay is my idol now!! haha!!
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happy anniversary!!

2005-01-27T06:17:00.000-08:00

yay.. 8 months ady.. so fast.. haha.. still remember tat time i confess to mag.. so fast.. wah.. love her.. hehe.. erm.. let's tok bout how i confess to mag.. hehehe.. erm. tat time.. i still remember tat time.. hehe.. she said tat she fall in love after she watched me play badminton wor.. ehehehe.. then.. erm.. KHAI CHIN, ELIZABETH.. told me tat she likes me.. then tat time i was so happy.. i asked her to go on9 at tat night n confss to her.. at first i tot tat she wasnt serious with me.. but now.. wow.. she is such a nice good darlz.. hehe.. erm.. then.. couple lor.. ahha.. then we had our first kiss.. at the coridor back of the school there.. the one which lead us down to the canteen.. haha.. she said tat she cant belif tat her first kiss is kena force wan.. haha.. whr got.. rela hati wan ler.. :P.. erm.. anyway.. i dun mind now.. she is such a nice darlz. she will tell me.. love you, good nitez.. buhbye.. sweet dreamz n do the kissing sounds whenever we r going off.. yea.. i really like tat very much.. but she dunno how to d the kissing sound.. hehehe.. i dun mind.. as long as she loves me then i very happy ady.. i love her more than everything tat exist in this world.. seriously.. she is mine.. 4ever mine.. nobody have the right to have sex with her except me!! haha.. jk jk.. erm.. no la.. i am still a virgin so as she.. but yet.. she will give me her virginity to me soon.. lol.. haha.. erm.. really happy to haf such a nice darlz.. i really love her.. sumtimes arh.. although i am in a bad mood.. piss or watever.. she will try her best to cheer me up.. u c.. ii so lame punya bf.. haiz.. damn damn damn.. i will try n change myself since she deserve for me to treat her even more better than now.. hehe.. i swear i wil change.. sorry if i hurt u b4.. really sorry.. hehe... aiyoh.. i dunno wat to say anymore.. but then.. i realyl love her very much.. please, please.. espeacially those hu tried hu break we two relationship up b4.. please dun bug me n her relationship.. i really love her...

k la.. think tat is all from me.. my english very pariah.. hope u all bring along a bucket.. cus u gonna vomit after u finish reading my lousy english!!

one of my happiest day....

2005-01-24T06:17:00.000-08:00

oh great.. mag finally mention my name in her blog.. i know it is quite perasaan.. but yet.. i am very happy.. she spoke wat is in her mind.. i am really happy to hear tat.. i am really happy.. i was smiling wide wide al the way chating.. i relaly love her.. some feeling tells me tat i am able to marry her in the future.. really happy oduz.. muacks.. well.. i hope tat she is tinking tis way too.. she said that her school sux.. i kept on tinking a way to cheer her up.. but i dunno how.. i really dun wan her to b suffer in that stwepid school.. i wanna go to the imigrasion office n beri rasuah to the officer.. ask them to decline the migration of her family.. i know it is impossible.. but i really wanted to.. haiz... *sighing*... well.. i really love her n i hope she too.. i know she loves me but i hope she will love me more.. although we r separated 100000 miles away.. but she will owiz b in my heart.. really n seriously.. i cant tell wat is gonna happen in future.. but i really hope tat she can b my future wife... really..

aiyoh.. i hoep u all dun mind tat i jus tok bout my retty darling.. hehe.. kinda of bored website yea.. hehe.. :P

2005-01-22T20:12:00.000-08:00

nthg much happen yesterday.. so as the day b4.. i am bored.. relly bored.. n i really miss someone accompanision.. i hope tat she is right here beside me now.. quite many days ady... she din mention bout me... but then.. nthg wan ler.. that's wat i am wondering.. aiyoh.. giler babi me.. nthg wan.. damn damn damn.. i gonna sell my fon to elizabeth tomoro.. 1250/.. haha.. i cant belif atat my mum let me buy the lipstick fon.. 7280.. wah... :) hehehe.. nice douz...! love it... haha.. erm.. then.. lastly i wanna say mag is mine! :P hehe.. love her! 4ever n ever n ever!!

2005-01-20T03:18:00.000-08:00

whr is my mag wor.. i wondering wat is she doing now.. haiz.. i really miss her very much.. she is mine!! mine mine mine!! she belongs to me!! the rabbit!! hehe.. erm.. nthg wan ler.. but then i jus miss her a lot.. i am worried in fact.. is there any problem.. or vecus she dun wanna tok to me.. aiyoh.. damn frastrated now.. babi cicak me!! time flies so fast.. it is the 20th of january now.. 7 more days.. 777!! it will b me n mag 8 months anniversary.. haiz.. really miss her accompansion.. miss her a lot.. aiyoh.. i wanna shout out loud!! MAG!! I LOVE YOU!! I REALLY MISS YOU.. PLS GIVE ME A CHANCE TO SHOW U HOW MUCH I LOVE YOOU... I WILL DO WATEVER U WANT ME TO DO!!muacks.. i hope she can hear me ler..

2005-01-18T19:51:00.000-08:00

aiyoh.. i am damn bored now.. stucked in the ict lab.. miss mag... *misses her*... my life is damn sucky now..

&M 4eva`M

2005-01-18T19:39:00.000-08:00

&M 4eva`M
mag!! u r mine!

2005-01-18T03:52:00.000-08:00

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